It's the little things...

Life gets kind of busy sometimes. You forget to take joy in the smaller things, forget to stop and smell the flowers, you know? Sometime I get so preoccupied with life and making sure everything is perfect I truly forget to stop, relax and enjoy. 

Lately I've been obsessed with making sure archer has the perfect childhood. Ya know? Trying to make as many memories with, and for him as I can.

Like walks, the park, crafts, games, silly things. I want him to have a childhood that he will talk about forever. 

But, trying to plan everything, and make it perfect, keeps me on my toes. It makes me stressed. Because if setting isn't perfect, I get frustrated. If Callan isn't participating in "games" with archer or whatever it may be, I get angry. And that is so sad. I should never do that!

It doesn't accomplish anything, other than me being grumpy. Callan feeling upset, and archer being smack-dap in the middle of it. Which is the exact opposite of what I want for him.

I'm trying to change that. I'm trying to just go with the flow. To really love where I am. 

Tonight, we were just enjoying some delicious, fresh watermelon, watching Growing up Fisher, when I realized how perfect my life is. How lucky am I to have such an amazing little family? We have it so good! I love these guys. I would never change anything about my life, ever. It's pure perfection.