I am getting pretty nervous. Which is not like me. I never get nervous. I wonder why that is...
It also a very stressful situation.
A lot of people in my life don't see it as that big of a deal. And that is fine. But this surgery is a very major procedure. There are many things that could go wrong. Most likely, they will help me and get the majority of the tumor removed. But, they could also knick the wrong nerve, and leave my right side completely dysfunctional. It is an all day surgery. My last one took 7 hours. And this one is supposed to take longer. I won't be able to use my right arm for 6 weeks. So that means no holding my son, and no breast feeding. :( Its been pretty stressful trying to figure out what I can do and who can help me with Archer while Callan is at work.
I will be coming down to Arizona 2 weeks after my surgery. I guess it isn't advised to travel the day after a major surgery.... Who knew?
So I have to figure out 2 weeks of my life. Its starting to prove very stressful.
Going off breast feeding is horrible. I feel so bad for my poor little guy. He wants his mamas milk so bad. And it makes him so sad when I give him a bottle instead. Poor little fella.
Anyways, I am in Arizona right now at my parents house. I love being here. I just came for a quick visit. And I will be back again in a few weeks.
Archer is smiling all the time now, and laughing all the time.
He is just so stinking cute. He is almost 3 months old. He will be 3 months on the 13th, so in 1 week.
I can hardly believe how big he is. It is so strange that he has only been with us 3 months. I feel like he has been here much longer. I can hardly remember my life without him. All I know is it wasn't much of a life at all.
Right now I am at my parents. They are watching General Conference. Which happens twice a year. It is a big meeting the LDS church has. If any of you want more information on their church a helpful website would be mormon.org or lds.org.
My family as you know is LDS. I don't consider myself a member. My family is watching General Conference right now. And they are so happy. Its such a cool experience to watch and listen to them as they are watching their church leaders speak. They love their church so much. And it makes them very happy. We all deserve to be as happy about something, and to love something in our lives as much as they love their church. For me, its my husband and my son. I love them both so much, they make me extremely happy. Having them gives my life meaning. I am so grateful for the life that has been given to me, despite the pain and trials I face each day. Because I have my beautiful, little family. Without them I would be lost.
Enjoy these pictures until my next update :)
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| A preview of our family pictures :) I can't wait to get them back so I can post them all. |
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| The Nixon/Harding clan |
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| Getting ready for the BIG move |
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| On our 12 hour ride to Arizona. He is a happy little traveler. |
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| All of us cousins :) |
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| Bahama BUCKS! |
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| Olivia and me :) |
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| Party hard! |
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| Archer's baby blessing |
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| snuggle bug :) |
Anyways, I will update as soon as I am feeling better. I love you all and thank you so much for supporting me in my blog!
Also, I am falling way behind on my video blog. Sorry! It will be up and running as soon as I can find the time. I have been getting a few emails on what you guys think I should cover in my vlog. Keep those coming. :)
aubrie.l@live.com
Stay tuned for our next adventure....
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